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(Thursday, November 6, 2008-)
+5:23 AM]*
# Page 44: End of a Prelude-
Well...
This is the final stretch.
My future path depends on this cursed and blasted piece of ****..
Seriously...
Ever since it has been screwing with my brain, why learn this when that is going to get phased out.
Syllabus is changing so fast that every 2 batches it decides to give the middle finger to whoever who took that syllabus first...
So what ever this goes... I don't like this anymore...
Sigh..
Let me get this 'A'Levels over and done with, there are more trials than tribulations.
Ok.
I gotta go...
Ciao.
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(Wednesday, June 25, 2008-)
+5:01 AM]*
# Page 43: Mid year examinations 2008-
Cool....
This mid year exams, I didn't feel the panic that I should have....
Okay....
I gonna try my bestest everytime...
Alright..
My Engrish is getting from bad to worse...
Signing off.
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(Saturday, June 7, 2008-)
+7:30 PM]*
# Page 42: Distractions-
Aye..
Studying in the holidays is quite a chore. Literally.
With chores raining down on me and the games are such a distraction...
June holidays are no point of studying,with especially the exams are drawing extra close.
I am feeling especially cooped up at home, with the constant interruptions of everybody at home..
Even locking up the door is not an option with people constantly demanding my attention.
Sigh...
I wanted isolation, but fear isolation.
Sigh..
Indecisive.
But I don't want that!!!!
Signing off
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(Sunday, May 11, 2008-)
+6:44 AM]*
# Page 41: JUSTgreat-
The results of common test landed me up in every single remedial class ever possible.
And today,
It is the first lesson of JUST Math.
Introduced by Dorry and his brother, it was quite a hectic lesson.
Quite a conducive place to study, lovely at best.
Like all tuitions.
They are yawn-inducing.
But at least I gained something from the lesson...
And a few shocking notes.. well, some quite tough questions..
At least it is better than the school physics lessons
Where it starts 45 minutes later and end 15 minutes later.
Screwing up my time.
Okay..
Thats enough for today.
If possible. I will post pictures of the lesson
Hahaha...
Ok
Signing off
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(Saturday, April 12, 2008-)
+2:40 AM]*
# Page 40: Many Helping Hands-
Been assigned to remedial groups now...
Teachers left and right are shocked at my performance during common test..
Ms Wong said that I inject too much of my own opinion and values that it compromises itself during the test.
Makes sense when it is your comprehension you are passing instead of your summary and Application Questions.
Mdm Ong said that, are you disappointed with your results?
Yes, of course..
Quite.
A lot.
Signing off now..
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(Thursday, March 27, 2008-)
+1:37 AM]*
# Page 39: Physics Common Test-
I really am distraught when typing this...
All my hard work and effort I have put in amount to a very very stupid score.
I hired a tuition teacher and even came prepared to the exam.
However,
I looked at the paper.
I wonder.
Why the heck I can get it wrong?
Paper 1 I can't do as well.
Paper 2 I can at least do better right?
I am confident in my answers.
Then imagine the shock I have when I receive the paper. All the ones that I expected to get correct, were wrong.
I hate myself.
Why?
Why?
Why???
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(Tuesday, March 25, 2008-)
+7:10 AM]*
# Page 38: Math Common Test 2008-
Let us review what went on, both rights and wrongs.
Like I said this is one of the best math tests I have done so far.
And I made a disclaimer that it may not be as excellent due to some external factors.
I have made it extremely clear.
In actuality, I am kind of disappointed with the marks that I have.
Integration which I have fervently practiced for came out.
But apparently I have missed out some crucial points in answering the questions.
This costs me dearly.
With other random mistakes.
I really hope to eliminate it from the 'A'Levels itself.
Mother is really questioning me now.
Why some people are getting 93 marks for this paper and you get 58?
Yes
I got 58. With all the studying in the holidays.
This is the result.
I felt that this is the best paper I have done.
This shows the rest of the exam could be or even can be worse than this abysmal mark.
I should be feeling contented with myself, (Heck no, lest people pointed out that I have low goals... yadayada..)
But from what I "should feel".
I should feel a sense of accomplishment and tell my parents that this is the result I have achieved.
However currently, I feel that I should deserve a kick in the pants for all the mistakes I made.
Heck!
Even Tay Yi.
That slacker can get 73...
Why and how could I get lower than him?
One feeling and emotion arose.
Jealousy.
Something is wrong and I could not put a finger to it.
But,
I know if I persevere I will do well.
I will go beyond.
Signing off
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